stagnancy beckons

watching the mist by stephen king is depressing ): so basically there are these monster flies, spiders, creepy bugs and octobugs released from a portal created by some government military scientists of another dimension, and their presence is affirmed by mist (hence the naeme). like sci-fi horror noob film.
the main character has four bullets to shoot his friends, one of whom his son, after their only means of escape is exhausted. he proceeds to shoot them. after which he climbs out of the car in anguish and frustration, waiting as he hears the screams of the monsters. then after repeatedly hollering “kill me!”, the mist gradually clears and military tanks roll out of the scene, with trucks carrying the survivors. so yeah. go suicide ):

its quite good though. so many emotions through the movie so that’s good for some late-night filler haha.

disregarding that i just remembered i’m being awful at every thing in life. i’m stagnating but i want some ripples. yeah that could be a lyric-line.